Month: June 2024

1 year at Allied

It’s been a year since I returned to the world of the salaried, and to working in an office (three days a week) and I’m happy I made the right decision.

It’s been a fun, challenging year, but I think I’ve made the transition well; it’s been an adjustment for sure but I knew that, and part of me enjoys being in an office again – I didn’t realise how much I missed the camaraderie – although I still prefer working at my desk at home, next to a window (that I control), with my own coffee, and music but hey, life is a series of compromises and I’ve worked in much worse locations.

I joined a very small team doing very big things and that has meant, as I expected, that my experience has been useful at times but a cause of inner frustration at others. I can see where we need to get to from a business point of view, but for now I am contenting myself with the knowledge that we are building good things that will add value to the business and in time will build into a comprehensive set of improvements across all areas of … ok enough of the business talk! Basically, a lot of what we are doing is moving parts of the business away from spreadsheets and paper, challenging some of their existing processes as we move to a fully digital system. It’s challenging but rewarding work, especially as even the smallest of changes can have a large impact that is felt immediately.

It’s a world away from working on a big software project for months that the business end up not implementing anyway (coughs CYB).

It’s also been a lot of fun to be part of a company that is still growing, still performing better month on month, and still has plans for massive growth; add to that the family/entreprenurial spirit and things happen and change fast around here! Again from working in places where changes took months, at Allied we are able to pivot at speed and that’s usually a good sign for the future.

Of course there are downsides, with a small team, who is still ‘immature’ in process and not all that mature in industry years either, there are still things we need to improve on, and we find ourselves resource constrained a little too often given the ambitious plans we have, but even that has started to change in the year I’ve been here, with many good discussions helping to get better alignment between internal teams.

All in all it’s been a good first year. It’s a friendly place to work and given the industry we work in, I know we are making palpable changes to our customers lives, it’s something that is always there in the background, there’s always a sense of ‘for the greater good’. I don’t think I’ve worked somewhere so focused on the customer before and it’s a breath of fresh air.

I’ve learned a lot about myself too, I’m a lot more patient than I have been in the past and much better at detailed work. Two things I’ve always kinda derided myself for (list your faults… etc etc) that have seemingly sorted themselves out. Perhaps that’s just all the wisdom I have now, or simply because I’m older (same thing?), or perhaps my time as a contractor where I very quickly took the phrase ‘not my circus, not my monkeys’ to heart has helped me gain some perspective.

At Allied all of it is my circus and my monkeys too and I’m ok with that, if anything I’m revelling in the pressure of working on two high profile projects.

There are a lot of people who work at Allied who have been here for many many years and, so far at least, I see nothing to suggest that’ll be different for me. I’ve had those thoughts before and if I’ve learned nothing over my career it’s that jobs are fluid, but it definitely feels different these days. Again, maybe my age is at play, but is this my final job until I retire?

Anyway, one year in and all good.

Well, except from the fact they won’t give me a MacBook Pro (yet!).

Plans and goals and things

My life is on hold.
My plans have wavered.
My dreams are simpler.
My hopes are vivid.
My goals have shifted.

As parents, Becca and I are well aware that it’s easy to lose yourself in the day to day of caring for our son. The weeks collapse on each other, and before you know it June has arrived.

Finding time for ourselves is tricky, not always possible, and frequently gets lost in the needs of family and friends. A few hours here and there to chill and indulge in our hobbies is about all we can manage.

And that’s just fine with me.

Coming from someone who likes a long term plan (I’ve already signed up to a cycling event for next year!) it’s been a shift of mindset for me but it’s been a surprisingly easy one. It helps that our son is an absolute joy most of the time, and I love spending time with him, just hanging out.

My memories of the time I spent with my Dad were all around activities he was doing, and most of that was jogging with him, the occasional trips to the park with the dog and a frisbee/aerobee (he did love a throwing ‘gadget’), but very little of just hanging out with him. That’s likely due to my early years as an only child and learning to be self-sufficient and happy to content myself without needing a parent around, something Jack is slowly learning as we tend to only play when he asks. If he doesn’t, we leave him to his own devices.

All of this means that my own time is very limited these days and whilst it’s nice to get a couple of hours to play FIFA, or go for a solo coffee date, it’s not the be all and end all of my aspirations.

There are so many clichĂ©s about being a parent but I didn’t fully grasp the subtlety of this aspect of it, the loss of hobby time (as best as I can describe it) that you realise you aren’t really that bothered about.

Realising all this paints the picture that Becca and I do NOTHING for ourselves which isn’t true. As previously mentioned we take monthly turns in a night at a hotel which gives us an afternoon/evening and the next morning to chill out, go to a gig, visit the cinema, have a relaxed dinner or, as has been the case so far, grabbing takeaway and slobbing out in the hotel room watching TV, which is just as wonderful.

My life is on hold but will restart far too soon.
My plans have wavered but only need moved.
My dreams are simpler but far more important.
My hopes are vivid and get brighter everyday.
My goals have shifted for the better, for me, for Becca, for Jack.

25 Years

25 years

A long, long time ago
I can still remember how that music
Used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And maybe they’d be happy for a while

American Pie by Don McLean

I can sing many songs (badly) word for word, the full version of American Pie is one. It was a song my Dad, who loved a bit of folk music/americana, played now and then and, long before Madonna brought it back to the masses, was a popular choice during my time doing Hospital Radio; some times you’d be the only one there so if you needed a pee you needed a long track, thank you Don McLean for this 8 minute track.

And no, he’s not a relation.

I’ve written at length about why I started this blog, and why I keep posting to it despite the fact my average readership is in the low double digits, but it still baffles my brain that it’s now entering it’s 25th year of existence. 25 years since I wrote about Sunglasses.

If I was more organised I’d now share some stats and interesting tidbits about this site, it’d be very meta (if that’s what the kids are still calling it today) and tell you which post got the most visits, which one got the most comments, who the top referrer was.

Instead I’ll ponder the people I’ve met, the publications I’ve been mentioned in and more. I used to have an Ego page on here but then I realised how little I cared about that stuff. Although it is still fun to remind myself that…

  • If you own issue ?? of .Net magazine, my (very old) site was featured on page… (it was it really was, but I can’t remember which issue. Dammit).
  • If you own the O’Reilly book Essential Blogging – I can be found on page 223.
  • I was interviewed on Radio Scotland on Tuesday, March 9th, 2004.
  • I featured in the Scottish Sunday Times Ecosse magazine on Sunday, March 13th, 2005.
  • I was quoted in the Guardian on Tuesday, February 7th 2006.
  • I was quoted in the Sunday Times Ecosse section on Sunday 11th March 2007.

But above all, I’ve maintained and cared for this site as I’ve grown. As I’ve matured, been through divorce, different relationships and stages of my life, through to my current delightedly happy state, married to the person I didn’t realise I needed until she rocked up in my life and kissed me, and father to a beautiful, curious, boy who I’d happily hack off my right arm for.

25 years and many more to go. Probably.