Ally

McBeal appeal. Just finished watching it, I still don’t know why it hits home, every week there is something that jars me and I think “Damn that’s right!”. They are beginning to inspire me to write some stuff (after a healthy absence). Oh, still trying to get my re-direct changed, and the re-design is still on – it will be a pretty radical departure from the current, white, grey and blue, but you’ll have to wait and see (as will I as I haven’t decided what to do with it yet!).

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Rollercoaster

Kinda up and down days. Work is work, and socially things are the same. Guilt kicks in as I realise we have still to visit S since she dropped her sprog… I get the feeling it’s gonna be another hard week. Yearly review at work promises to be fun/disappointing/annoying/liberating/disappointing. Hmmm, disappointing twice… that can’t be good.

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Moving on

ANOTHER sunny weekend, and a sad goodbye (well more of an au revoir). My Aunt & Uncle are emigrating to Oz, which only gives us another reason why we will have to start saving and get there… There has also been a change over the last week or so, I’ve gotten much more serious about things, much more critical. Not sure yet if it is a bad thing, only time will tell.

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Bleuch

That’s it, I’m gonna stop surfing (the web, not the water…not that I have ever tried surfing (on water, I do surf the web)). I’m trying to redesign this site – ignoring the fact that I haven’t written anything for it in over a month (I don’t count this stuff, hopefully neither do you) – and I keep getting great ideas, but I still look at my site and go… BLEUCH. Is it just me? Does everyone rate their own sites the same way? Is every other website better?

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Holiday request

Man I hate working when the weather’s this good. I also hate the blister I have on my foot. I hate the bills that come in, I hate… well I’m just so pissed off and in such a “aww screw this!” mood that I pretty much hate everything. Except that’s not really true, I need a holiday… I need to spend sometime NOT thinking about work, and relaxing properly.

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Off

I need to be more aggressive, I’m getting left behind for being too nice, not demanding enough. Maybe I should change careers, I would love to work with animals, or anything more rewarding than what I do now. I am soooo hacked off with work right now. I’m not sure if it’s just my usual – I want it all – mood, or whether I have a legitimate right to be pissed off. Actually scratch that. I don’t care whether I have the right or not. Fuck it.

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Right again

I love being proved right! Just after lunchtime on Monday, the sun is splitting the sky, and I’m in the ‘I could really do with not being here’ mood. S has just said she needs a holiday and I know how she feels. Still badminton tonight, something else for me to do, and the re-design is… well it is gonna happen…

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Zing

Recharged after an excellent weekend. Sunshine, a couple of good days, and life is rosy again, isn’t it funny how quickly things can change… It’s weekends like that, that make Mondays so bad.

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Re-design

Re-design, improve, change. Kinda goes with my current thoughts on life, but I will no doubt press ahead anyway. So expect some changes, I would love to tell you what I have planned, but I don’t know, and won’t know until I’m finished. Hopefully something a little bit more dynamic, a little ‘cooler’…a bit more, ahhh hell you know, don’t you? Started reading books again (well I have plans to read more anyway). That may be something I will feature more here (note to self: list books I have still to read).

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