Pausing

Spent 4 hours on the Internet last night. Searching, reading, observing. I remember when I started my semi-daily journal type thing, and how excited I was to be part of something, that strange sense of community. 4 hours. Very little found, maybe I didn’t try hard enough. Maybe I need to reach out a little farther, try a little harder. Just doesn’t seem as much fun as it used to be. Pah… not even sure what I am trying to achieve.